I couldn't believe that I am back to blogging again, especially when I'm serving NS now. I have so much thoughts and worries that I could not share it with anyone.

I'm in debts, lots of debts. To be honest, I just wish that I could just perish from this world and I will not have to return all these debts. It all started in October 2010. I really regret it, very much.

Gambling kills.